Pain suck’s.
I know she won’t see this sooo Ima put this up ive never been hurt more by a girl in my life. Only reason is cause i let myself fall for her harder and harder. And didn’t want that to stop cause i kept hoping she would change sooner or later just had hope in us in a future for us…. But I know deep in my heart she won’t ever stop lying to me,playing my heart, with all these games she does she plays me like im a toy.. someone without feeling’s, someone that doesn’t care… But truth is Im in love with this girl named jaimie kathleen campa and no matter how bad and how much i want us to live a happy life together I just know In my heart she doesn’t love me its just that gut feeling that… she doesn’t mean it not just by action’s but by her word’s too… Everything is just a lie.. Just everything.. And she takes advantage of that.. and take’s it for granted… Take’s me for granted.. Can’t believe this happened again… Another girl proved she wasn’t different and just lied and fucked me over.. and over.. again… Too much stress for me too much pain. Too much of everything.. and i know im hurting now… but truth is i aint afraid to say it.. I won’t ever fall out of love with this one.. Cause in the end she made that year together well made me happy through out all the lies……………………………………………………
(4 days ago)
